I can’t even say how many times I have died in only this lifetime. I’ve become really good at it. I went through so many cycles of death and rebirth. So much that was not „me“, not „my essence“ was dying off. Mental concepts, individual and collective non-spiritual and spiritual stories, emotional trauma and conditioning,… Continue reading The Art of Dying
This morning, I died. I woke up, and something felt very different. I was emptier than ever before. Incredibly tired. A feeling of grief. I could feel that this was the completion and end of something. I sat in the bathtub, I was looking at the foam, all these little soap bubbles, each of them… Continue reading Death of “Me”
Wow eh? Who would have thought that it could get that intense, painful, and exhausing again. Didn’t we already go through all of that? The darkness, the heaviness, the not knowing who we are and why we are here? Yes – and… No. Yes, we did go through those dark nights of the soul. The… Continue reading Landing on New Earth
Neo: You helped me get here, but my question is why? Where does this go? Where does it end? The Oracle: I don’t know. Neo: You don’t know or you won’t tell me Oracle: I told you before. No one can see beyond a choice they don’t understand, and I mean no one. (The Matrix… Continue reading The choiceless “Choice”
One of the most amazing and wondrous processes in your spiritual ascension, personal evolution and expansion of consciousness is the complete restructuring of your brain. It literally gets rewired. The result is amazing. Nevertheless, the process is far from comfortable. It is actually rather intense. Seemingly endless thought spirals, anxiety attacks, big old ego programs… Continue reading OMG my Brain is shifting!