I can’t even say how many times I have died in only this lifetime. I’ve become really good at it. I went through so many cycles of death and rebirth. So much that was not „me“, not „my essence“ was dying off. Mental concepts, individual and collective non-spiritual and spiritual stories, emotional trauma and conditioning,… Continue reading The Art of Dying
Lately, I have a hard time finding linear words for the multidimensional experiences that have become the new normal for me. I am seeing and feeling ALL, everything and nothing relating to everything and nothing. Ever since all attachments and identities have transformed into oneness, I find it sometimes close to impossible to represent the… Continue reading Body Memories
There seems to be some common twist in universal truth. You are not here to transmute anything for anyone else. It is impossible. You are not a martyrer that needs to carry the responsibility for the whole collective. As long as you feel something from the collective field, there is something within your own field… Continue reading You first!
Wow eh? Who would have thought that it could get that intense, painful, and exhausing again. Didn’t we already go through all of that? The darkness, the heaviness, the not knowing who we are and why we are here? Yes – and… No. Yes, we did go through those dark nights of the soul. The… Continue reading Landing on New Earth
„This is so unfair! I have invested so much. My time, my energy, all of my savings. To build this website. To give access to information for people who are looking for answers. To empower people. And now I sit here with a pile of debt. I am so done with this!“ That was my… Continue reading The Cage of Identity
It came in with a bang. A startling insight. The question of “Who am I” had been answered for me long ago. The further I moved into embodiment, I realized: The question now really is all around “What am I”? This might sound a bit strange to begin with. Why would I care about what… Continue reading Who am I… or much more… What am I?
We have gone through another round of coming closer to ourselves. Each time these waves happen, we can see a certain pattern in them. First, there are triggers, those situations and people that kick you into challenging your own truth. It is like a sparring for empowerment. Are we still busy with the outside reality… Continue reading The Power of US – Pioneering Heaven on Earth
Just because my intuition and consciousness are intact to receive and transmit information to come through me, that is relevant for us all in the ascension process, and just because I am living a life outside of what we would call the third dimension, does not mean that I’ve got it all figured out and… Continue reading Me too! We are all in this together…
One of the most amazing and wondrous processes in your spiritual ascension, personal evolution and expansion of consciousness is the complete restructuring of your brain. It literally gets rewired. The result is amazing. Nevertheless, the process is far from comfortable. It is actually rather intense. Seemingly endless thought spirals, anxiety attacks, big old ego programs… Continue reading OMG my Brain is shifting!
At some point in our awakening journey, old timelines collapse and there is no way back. First, this is experienced as big bi-polar shifts between two realities and between love and fear, before it finds its new equilibrium and we start experiencing the so called zero-point zone. It is a state of neutrality, when we are… Continue reading The Rise and Fall of the Duality-Matrix
My oh my… these times lately are really something. It is hard to even express in words what happens because things move so fast and shift so quickly. The concept of linear time dissolves more and more and we are moving into a living from moment to moment. We realize that the answers cannot be… Continue reading Trying vs. Allowing – THE Way to go with the Flow