by Lisanne Thalia Steenmeijer

Lisanne Thalia was just diagnosed with a brain tumor. Cancer. Again. After her body had already been clean. A message that would usually not be taken well by the person facing that truth. Not by Lisanne though. How she turns all beliefs upside down of what we learned about illness.

It was never my intention to write about my life. Nobody would believe me and I’m convinced that everybody will find their own way when the time is ripe.

But then something happened and I got pushed to share. I realized that I was so afraid of what people would think of me that I would have never ever been able to really open up if this ‘thing’ hadn’t happened. So, instead of stating that something went horrible wrong, I guess that something went very right.

“So, instead of stating that something went horrible wrong, I guess that something went very right.”

 I was diagnosed with a brain tumor a couple of weeks ago. And it gives me the opportunity to seriously master everything I have been coming to know for the last couple of years. I’m not afraid of the diagnosis, but boy am I afraid to share. My healing is through my sharing – straight through. This is my soul speaking, raw, honest and in pure bliss knowing that people out there need to know that they are not crazy and not alone anymore. Shit is real. I love you and have come to connect to a higher force/power/love inside myself that everybody has access to. So I’ll share my story although it doesn’t really matter. It’s about the story we tell NOW. All that matters is now, because that’s where our point of attraction is.

The year 2012 was coming to an end and my love and I and our 2-year old were moving into a big house. I was pregnant with our second child and things couldn’t have been better. Looking back the only thing off was that I had this crazy feeling of anxiety that I was in a hurry. It was also the time where the number 11 showed up incisively; on the clock, on mail, randomly outside and there was no escaping it. Weird, I thought but I didn’t make more of it. And then something happened that turned my world upside down. I met my twin flame – which at the time was not something I ever heard of. It’s a crucial part of my experience and the start of this sacred journey.

Just one look in his eyes and my world as I knew it came crumbling down. My heart opened and I felt this overwhelming love that I haven’t felt before. Not even for my kids. It flooded my mind with all sorts of memories that were not from this life and I felt a higher knowing. Off course I thought that this was just a crush and really wrong since I loved my life. No need to go breaking stuff up.

Now, he and I weren’t talking about this. We weren’t even communicating outside of a professional field. This was nothing I ever had experienced before and it made me seriously question my sanity. Yup, I thought I had gone insane and it was my shameful secret.

“But what I didn’t realize back than is that you can bet your ass that when we meet a powerful soul mate or twin flame your live is about to take a serious hit. And so, it did.”

 But what I didn’t realize back than is that you can bet your ass that when we meet a powerful soul mate or twin flame your live is about to take a serious hit. And so, it did. After spending some months having crazy dreams about my TF telling me all sorts of esoteric shit and teaching sacred geometry in dream state, he came to me in a dream saying I had breast cancer. Ok. Wait. What? There was nothing to be seen, but It felt a little too real to ignore. It just turned out to be true.

There I was; scared shitless awaiting my breast amputation and hanging on to my life. It was the love I felt for my TF that kept me in a state of happiness. The illness became the excuse to talk and I used to feel that we did speak between the lines, but there were some serious boundaries between us. Professional, both in committed relationships and just no-way this was to be taken out of the professional field. Doing this dance, having all the feels but keeping it real. At that time, it all didn’t make sense at all. I will come to that, I had to learn and go deep before I could have such blind faith as I do now. The focus on that gut-wrenching love felt so good and it was really all I needed. The problem was that I still projected it on Him. So, when my breast got amputated and there was no physical evidence of cancer being present in my body, he pulled away. It was over and I could go on with my life. But then I broke down. Feelings of abandonment, of longing, of a huge lost love, of going crazy just kept coming over me. It wasn’t a fun life that I lived at all.

I couldn’t live without loving so big. But it wasn’t there anymore. Nothing was. Because my relationship that used to be all I ever needed just wasn’t enough anymore. I was so miserable and in so much pain, so confused about why I couldn’t just be happy with the life that used to make me happy. And then my friend L. gave me a book. She had experienced a grand burn out the year before and got catapulted into this secret Kabbalistic meditation group. Afraid of telling me about her journey she finally decided our situations looked quite similar and opened up. When I read the first couple of pages of this old book the words went straight to my heart and I cried for days. There was actually a name for what I was going through. I wasn’t crazy! Or maybe I was but I wasn’t alone anymore. I was awakening to a higher truth and I had to make amends with my world never being the same.

I joined the Kabbalistic meditation group and experienced some insane meditations. The meditations always played out in a specific temple. The floor was black and white but where lined up in a steep way. There were many paintings on the ceiling and the altar looked a certain way. Stuff used to show up in my mind and I was in awe about the feeling of love I experienced every time I was taken into my temple. But little did I know that shit would be weirder and weirder. At this point in my life I was already hiding my journals and esoteric books underneath my bed. Still not comfortable with this other world out there and trying hard to live a normal life like everybody else. Oh and my TF? Still 24/7 in my mind, dreams and feels.

“At this point in my life I was already hiding my journals and esoteric books underneath my bed. Still not comfortable with this other world out there and trying hard to live a normal life like everybody else.”

 One night my friend texted me from Rome: omg, we need to get you out here. I have the feeling that this has meaning to you. A couple of months later we went to Rome together. She had visited a church that she felt I needed to see on Tiber Island, in the middle of Rome. When I walked through the wooden doors my heart stopped. It was my temple. I was standing on the exact floor of my temple meditations. There were paintings on the ceiling and the altar looked totally familiar. I was home. But what was happening? I told L that this is my temple and I felt I have been here before in another life, or dimension or jeeeessss what to call this? In Italian we asked about the history of this church and we quickly learned that it used to be a temple. The temple of Aesculapia devoted to medical practice and the healing arts. We were allowed in the dungeons underneath the church and we were shaking every step of the way. This used to be a very sacred space and I was somehow part of that. That afternoon we sat outside near the remains of the image of the Aesculapia, overlooking the river. Wow, weird just got weirder. But still, I hadn’t seen nothing yet.

Ever since I was a child, I was fascinated with anything medical. When I was 3 years old I claimed to wanna be ‘ doctor across the street’ when I grew up. I always have had this storage cabinet inside my head for everything medical (and musical lyrics, which turned out to be just as profound haha!). There always was an active calling towards anything medical but went to law school anyway. Having surrounded myself with a crazy amount of doctors as friends and acquaintances, I started to feel that this is a theme in my life. Apparently, I thought it a beautiful pre-birth intention to explore this world from a patients view after life times submerged in the medical field. Yes, I just said that.

You cannot make this stuff up

Let’s go into the timeline again. It’s the year 2015 and weird is becoming the new normal, but still wanting to JUST LIVE. One night I had a lucid dream. One I couldn’t ignore. I was sitting on the rooftop in the evening sun. The eye of Horus next to me and I was told to go downstairs. There a winged horse led me to an angelic being that handed me a key to a locker with study books in it. I sat down in this HUGE library with books never ending sky high. I opened the books and started reading. They were about self-exploration, of knowing myself and thus all the secrets of the universe. Because it’s all inside. You are the universe, I was told. There was so much information and I was a bit overwhelmed. All of a sudden three figures showed up. They had black holes for faces and where about to wipe me out. A sorcerer blew them away with one sweep with his wand. He looked at me seriously and said: this was just an exercise. This will show up in your reality, but you’ll manage IF YOU STUDY. It will be threefold and you must prepare. There is time, but waste no more. Get ready.

In the meantime, I was feeling that the deep love I felt inside for my Twin could be the key to some serious transformation. Seeing some evidence of the concepts of the existence of twin flames online. Apparently, they are our mirror. Two energies, one masculine one feminine, but with a shared over soul. Yeah, also a bit too much for me at that time. But it was triggering me into seeing all my patterns. There was something to this connection and I got the feeling it really had more to do with me, than him. Nothing exists outside of our self so when the runner/chaser dynamic is experienced it means that our inner feminine/masculine balance needs some profound healing. Say what? Yeah, it’s all an inside job. The deep love I felt for Him was actually a glimpse of the love our inner being/higher self/source part feels for me. I learned that there is a part of me on this world, and a part of me non-physically focused. Guiding me, loving me. The way is to allow that part to merge with the physical. Or not to pinch it off.

How did we humans got so separated from our higher selves? I guess that’s about to change.

Let me tell you what I studied

 Since the dream I stepped up my learning game. I learned about my inner guidance. A navigational system called emotion. It steers us to our true North. It’s completely personal and everybody has it. But few use it. What everybody does have in common is the intrinsic feeling to feel good, happy, enthusiastic, full of energy, eagerness, a zest for live. Let’s face it; why do you want ANYTHING you want? Because you think that the having of that, will make you feel good. But what makes you feel good is not some final destination, as the most 30-something-year olds have come to know. It is never done, because it’s an ongoing journey. When you have that dream house, dream partner, job, kids, car, boat whatever – isn’t there more? Off course.

“Life is a magical adventure and can be pure bliss if you discover your true Self. We forgot that we came here to create.”

 Life is a magical adventure and can be pure bliss if you discover your true Self. We forgot that we came here to create. For years we created our lives my default and now it’s time to claim that creative power back and actually live the lives of our dreams. We need to cut through the bullshit that we were force fed and completely rely on our guidance system. Yeah, nice words but it requires a huge transformation and some serious not giving a damn about the opinions of others.

The powerful Law of Attraction

 It doesn’t matter where you are. It only matters where you’re going. It doesn’t matter whether you’re young, old, poor, rich, sick or healthy. Focus on the desired end result and you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can have it. No exception. Your navigational system NEVER asks you where you have been, it only cares about where you’re going. So its time to stop dragging the past with you and project it forward. It’s time to take your thought patterns seriously and examine your stories you’ve been telling. Because we all have stories. Examine your believes and change them into the live you want.

We have been conditioned by our parents since the moment we came here. Schools also way in big time. Television became a huge influence. We are part of a collective that also creates its reality. If so many people focus on the same thing it automatically becomes a reality but that doesn’t mean that you have to choose that reality.

“If so many people focus on the same thing it automatically becomes a reality but that doesn’t mean that you have to choose that reality.”

 The funny thing is that Law of Attraction always proofs itself to be true. So the more you believe, the more evidence you start seeing. That’s why it’s important to believe in the fun stuff and ignore the shit for a while until it’s no longer there and you’re in a state of mastery and can do some shadow work to clear out our stories and beliefs that keep us in a state of lack. Lack of love, of money, of health of joy.

Nobody doubts the Law of Gravity. You’re not afraid that you’ll fly off the planet when you jump. The LOA is just as vivid and real. It works always, you don’t have to believe. It states that that which is like until itself is drawn. There are hundreds of books and podcasts about the LOA. I advise you to get into that which resonates and let the words sink in. There are great teachers out there. My absolute favorite is Abraham Hicks. I haven’t had a question unanswered.

We are vibrational beings, guided by our emotions. Sending and receiving machines. Our thoughts create our reality and actually turn to things. Welcome to the Matrix. You can make it as gorgeous as you want. I’m done with the old human way and am eagerly sifting through this time/space reality – creating my reality. But it doesn’t come easy since they don’t teach you this stuff in school or, at home. And then there is this thing called contrast. We can only experience contrast here. Its how we clarify, how we learn. If you know what you don’t want, you know what you do want.

Let’s get back to it

I was really having fun with this LOA thing. My partner and I separated in a way I fully manifested – as committed parents and true friends. The feeling of a huge love made me realize that I didn’t need anything if it wasn’t aligned with the biggest love of all. I simply opened my heart to joy and a magical life unfolded. I would be on a festival and manifest my favorite band showing up out of the blue, becoming my friends. My body looked like that of a 16-year old and I never felt better. I would prove to myself that this stuff really works. Oooohhh the fun! Still not sharing this because of the highly weird way I was living now.

Another turning point

Little did I know that I still had some huge self-worth issues. Invisible to me but active in my vibration. Still looking outside for validation and still obsessing over my Twin. So it was out of the blue to me that I was diagnosed with spread out cancer, and was told I had maybe a couple of weeks left. There are no coincidences. L was with me when a smug doctor proofed her theory right after a full body scan showed a million white dots.

L and I couldn’t believe it at first and it took us about a night to let this sink in. And then it hit me: I needed to collect my energy and stop living in separation The question that came to me was: do you wanna live without the twin flame physically in your live, or do you wanna die from the separation which is an illusion anyway. Well, for the first time that became very clear and I SOOOO MUCH WANTED TO LIVE!!! I just knew that I would be OK as long as I did the inner work of collecting all aspects of me that I had separated, where I had given my power away. I felt a deep knowing of wellbeing. It was time to let the feelings of lack that I projected on my twin go. When you stand with your back against the wall, you finally do what you were supposed to do all along. Stubborn right?

“When you stand with your back against the wall, you finally do what you were supposed to do all along. Stubborn right?”

 In the meantime I started chemo and immunotherapy to buy time. Daily meditation and over and over proof of the LOA really got my healing going. Ohhh, the joy of life! The birds were singing, colors were intense, music just sounded so good and I loved every moment of my life. I wasn’t fearless yet. Sometimes I would wake up being scared shitless. What if I’m crazy? What if I just created a coping mechanism? I’m so alone in this.

But I had quite a toolbox to turn to. The fears would disappear by listening to Abraham Hicks, or Eckhart Tolle. So that was the way. I learned to really be present and it didn’t matter if I had days left, all that mattered was NOW. In the now is such clarity and joy, that was my main focus.

I managed to keep that focus going. Every three weeks I would go to the hospital for a verdict and treatment. Although my lab results were stunning, the physician would feel the need to tell me that I was still over and done with. “You have 6 months tops.” She would say. And by by good vibe. I learned to get it together really fast and keep my vibe up also when the chemo would kick in and my surroundings were sending me white flowers as if I was already gone. I learned to surrender to the LOA and trust that if I could just be happy, everything would work out fine. I got this, I said and I started to believe it.

My daily practices consisted of meditation and visualization. Every day I would see myself om my new running shoes easily going about the Bosbaan in Amsterdam, with the sunlight in my face, fresh air in my lungs and being on runners high. Oh the high I could feel, just my thinking about that – that I was inside, bold and bruised didn’t matter at all! I knew that moment would come so I already ordered my new running shoes.

Because I had some momentum going of joy, trust and happiness the energy really started to flow. People around me ether trusted me or the ones who couldn’t simply fell away. From everywhere the right people and situations showed up. After 20 years of not being in contact, my childhood bestie/neighbor/closes to a brother contacted me. He is a immunotherapy researcher now abroad and via his father, a renewed oncologist I came into contact with the famous Bob Pinedo. Pinedo was the first doctor to tell me that he had seen it all and that my diagnosis wasn’t good but that he felt I was heading for a complete remission. It were these words that really hit home and I started to trust the process a bit more. A huge turning point. It was around that time where I would see the words ‘spontaneous remission’ everywhere! I have a photo of that moment when a butterfly sat down on my book, on top of the words ‘spontaneous remission’. Crazy stuff.

Not to be negative, but the way leading up to more and more trust was rather lonely. It felt like I had to climb mount Everest whilst people – especially the doctors – would throw empty cans from the top whilst yelling booooooooohhhhh. It just sucked. But that turned around too. Via some miraculous way the nay sayers made room for my cheerleaders. Well that climbed much more comfortable.

“Not to be negative, but the way leading up to more and more trust was rather lonely. It felt like I had to climb mount Everest whilst people – especially the doctors – would throw empty cans from the top whilst yelling booooooooohhhhh.”

 Still I wasn’t 100% convinced of this vibrational world. I always hated religion and the word God. I hated the stupid spiritual people talking about angels and guides. And now I couldn’t deny that I was just as crazy. But my resistance to spirituality was big. I still wanted out. I still wanted a normal life, but I knew too much and there was no more denying. That’s a big hit to the Ego, the human aspect that wants to keep everything as it is and feels a strong need to keep one safe. And that Ego is really attached to fear and pain and keeping it real. So I still had a big struggle going between the head and the heart, but my desire to know, to live from my soul was big enough to reach this space of alignment. My health just had to follow. It is law. So health followed, and evidence started to show up. My markers dropped significantly, my scan was clear. No more signs of cancer, or as I call it: evidence of vibrational misalignment.

“So health followed, and evidence started to show up. My markers dropped significantly, my scan was clear. No more signs of cancer, or as I call it: evidence of vibrational misalignment.”

 A half year after the initial diagnoses the moment came where I ran my first round on my new shoes. It was exactly as I envisioned. The feeling was off pure bliss. Oh wonderful world!!! I came to realize that I saw myself for a while now in an orange bikini in bright blue water. Hmmmm…. something else to put my focus on!

People around me started using the LOA to their advantage. I am so damn proud of my highly non-spiritual friend A. who turned her whole life around. She always makes me laugh and instead of saying “follow your bliss” she calls this “follow your Joy Stick” and boy did she follow her joystick. From an unhappy marriage, in an unhappy body, with two kids who drove her crazy and no money to live a comfortable life, she now has an amazing relationship with a gorgeous guy, a killer body and manifested shitloads of money to live the dream live she always wanted. Her kids are so much fun and she has it all. She is also the living proof that you don’t have to lose it all to gain at all.

We went to Aruba together and were about to set a note on fire by means of a ritual of our combined focus. A rainbow halo appeared over our heads and I realized that had my orange bikini on and was standing in light blue water. Cool stuff.

Back to normal

After Aruba it was time for me to join the normal life. Taking my kids to school for example. An exercise in not giving a damn. There I was with my pixie coupe on the playground surrounded by people who acted as if they didn’t see me, or worse – who started crying. Yeah, other people’s grief is a real downer. Also, I truly hated my short hair and round body. Apparently, I did give a shit about what other people thought of me. I used to be desirable and make an effort of my looks. I guess I never knew who I was outside of that. That turned out to be a theme as well. Now don’t get me wrong: being grateful to be alive doesn’t mean that one can’t desire to look good. It also doesn’t mean that I live in an ashram or LOVE blunt humor. Please. But as it is with energy, alignment first, whatever second. I didn’t have to look pretty to be aligned.

It was in spring time that it was time to have another scan. I haven’t met the enlightened person who doesn’t get nervous when a doctor pokes at him/her with a machine in search of something wrong. I know that Abraham Hicks says that “what ís means diddly squad” but it’s just so damn comfortable if everybody is on the same page. Off course the scan was clean and I could live happily ever after. Oh FINALLY a normal life!!

“Off course the scan was clean and I could live happily ever after. Oh FINALLY a normal life!! Or so I thought.”

 Or so I thought. It would stick out like a sore thumb to me that some people who I felt a strong connection to would bring up the theme of a brain tumor. Knowing that soul mates come in all forms and shapes I let the connections just BE without a need to DO something with this or worry about that little ol’ theme. You cannot create in another person’s reality, so I didn’t worry. I did however wonder how this theme would play out because I can smell an incoming manifestation miles away.

Astrology side note

In my astrology birth chart I sensed that Pluto was about to hit my natal Pluto by square. Not a fun aspect, Pluto ruling death and serious transformation. Meanwhile Ceres who rules the brain joined the party and one of the most powerful and shocking planets – Uranus – slid back in Aries, in my 8th house of death ad transformation, with Aries ruling the head. Now, I see astrology not as a fixed thing. We are not puppets on a string. I do however feel that it shows us the blueprint of our lives and that the third figure of my dream would somehow fit in perfectly. And so it did. My sun is in my 6th house of health and in Aquarius of some serious change making, my North Node in my 12thhouse of complete union with all that is.

“Wait, wasn’t the TF about Union? Yes, INNER UNION. It was staring me in the face all the time, but I was hoping for a softer approach. But let’s face it, I needed this to be able to be honest and come out of hiding.”

Wait, wasn’t the TF about Union? Yes, INNER UNION. It was staring me in the face all the time, but I was hoping for a softer approach. But let’s face it, I needed this to be able to be honest and come out of hiding. I still longed for the old way and my Ego was clinging on for dear life. There is just no way it would make space for inner union. The ego doesn’t know how to live from pure love and yet, this is how inner union feels. So, this is where I’m at.

Welcome to mastery

I’m writing this in the middle of contrast. The diagnosis is that of a brain tumor, but I am not scared at all. Everything is well in my world! My goal is to stay in my vortex. To live from an open heart and experience the same bliss as if my hearts desires already manifested. It’s totally doable!!! This is what it means to love unconditionally.

“I now see the Twin Flame Experience as the push to waking up, exactly as our soul contract inteded. Now I am free and don’t look outside for anything.”

And boy do I feel good. Happy, eager for life! I feel a love so big and it’s all inside of me. I now see the TF experience as the push to waking up, exactly as our soul contract intended. Now I am free and don’t look outside for anything. And I have just the toolbox for keeping my vibe high as fuck although it’s all an inside job.

Toolbox

Let me share a bit of my toolbox with you. It certainly helps to hear real people speak about this stuff. So I watch video’s by people who give me a feeling of empowerment. As I said, I love Abraham Hicks, Eckhart Tolle, Lisa Transcendence Brown, Teal Swan, Dr. Joe Dispenza, Dr. Deepak Chopra, Alison Lessard, Matt Kahn and many more.

Feeling gratitude is just as a high vibration as that of love. I would write pages and pages of things I feel grateful for. At first, it’s a bit slow, but then the valve would open and I couldn’t stop naming things to be grateful for. The feeling that comes is that of pure bliss.

Music also can do that. I have many playlists that instantly float my cork and release all resistance and make me wanna dance and sing. Ohh the sweet sounds of aligned, happy music! I discovered painting and took singing classes. We are creators and need to practice our creativity to let the energy flow. Being outside in nature does that instantly! It’s also why people are drawn to yoga, tai-chi and qigong.

Then there is meditation. A very powerful tool where you actually shut your mind off so that the soul version of you can talk to you. It almost never guides you in a way you think, instead it leads to a strong idea that doesn’t make sense at all but if you follow it, will lead to all you want. The power of meditation. If you say you don’t have time to meditate, I would say to you, you don’t have time not to.

Illness is about resistance

I want to state that I have no doubt in my mind that illness is the absence of wellness. There is not a stream of lack, only of wellbeing. We just pinch ourselves off and thus illness can occur. I know that healing is an energetic inside job and that no diagnosis is irreversible. I also want to state that it’s our beliefs that count.

“I wholeheartedly embrace my chemotherapy although I’m sure that in the future that will be a tool of the past. Now why would I take those medication if I trust in the energetic stream of things? Well, a very important thing to know is that resistance blocks the natural flow of energy. “

 I wholeheartedly embrace my chemotherapy although I’m sure that in the future that will be a tool of the past. Now why would I take those medication if I trust in the energetic stream of things? Well, a very important thing to know is that resistance blocks the natural flow of energy. You are pointed upstream and fighting against a current when you resist ANYTHING. Me taking heavily medication is a path of least resistance to me. I fully embrace my medication. I talk to my body and allow it to be a part of this. No resistance. That’s very important. Now if I felt that I need NOT take this, and could feel bliss in doing so, I would. That’s called following your guidance system. Now I love my chemo. It’s all included in the experience. My guidance system is working. I feel blissed out all the time. I’m in complete alignment, in a state of unconditional joy. Totally in the vortex. It is possible!! No matter the circumstances – UNCONDITIONALLY.

All is consciousness

This all seems impossible to many. A premise that lies underneath all this LOA stuff is that everything is conscious. It’s not just the living and breathing that has consciousness. It’s everything. Including the cells in our body. They know exactly what to do. How is it that my body knows how to build a baby? Or that it has to throw up a toxic food that tasted just fine? Or how to close and heal a cut? Cells have consciousness. And when they are allowed the natural stream of energy, all is well. Our thoughts create, thus when one has resistant thoughts, trouble can arise. Even the medical field is acknowledging the damaging effects of stress. Stress is big time resistance in an otherwise perfect natural flow of energy.

The art of allowing

The art of allowing is the way of living downstream. To let it happen naturally and get our damaging beliefs out of the way. To fully surrender to feeling good and trusting the process. And LOA will bring you everything you line your energy up with. Its not about efforting anymore, but about allowing it to come to you. That’s where balance is needed. Your emotions tell you if you’re in alignment, so emotions are crucial.

“It’s one of the huge themes of our time: we’re not allowed to feel our emotions anymore – especially men. Masculine energy has been one of pushing against the stream, of forcing things, of pushing through.”

It’s one of the huge themes of our time: we’re not allowed to feel our emotions anymore – especially men. Masculine energy has been one of pushing against the stream, of forcing things, of pushing through. We need the masculine and feminine to be balanced to allow this energy of wellbeing and taking it to create our world. Feminine energy is that of receiving and masculine energy that of inspired action. That inner union is what creates worlds. It’s an inside job and we need to get serious about our thoughts. Question everything. Stop thinking the thoughts you were force fed and start to care about feeling good. That’s the true meaning of heaven on earth.

Now what?

Sitting here I myself have some questions about this situation. I know that the WHY of this matter is not the point. But I cannot help but wonder: did I have a pre-birth intention to manifest this? Or did I throw some big ass resistance on my trail that cut me off from the stream of wellness? IT DOESN’T MATTER. The way out is straight through -by sharing the weirdness. The inner work is releasing resistance, clearing patterns and working on INNER UNION and you know what? I am loving every learning crazy beautiful second of it. Mastery is about embracing contrast. I got this! And I hope you feel some sort of remembrance because you knew all along.

“Mastery is about embracing contrast. I got this! And I hope you feel some sort of remembrance because you knew all along.”

So much love! Lisanne Thalia

The text shared is based on a truly personal experience to inspire others. It is not considered to be the ultimate truth, as such thing does not exist.  I encourage you to only take what resonates to find your own truth and wisdom. The Wake Up Experience and its authors do not claim any copyright, as all that is shared is universal wisdom. Please feel free to share this content as long as you keep its message complete so that the meaning does not get twisted. Thank you. With lots of love, Vera Ingeborg

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