The unevolved masculine, the inner patriarch is all about control. As the world wakes up, so does he and comes up with full force, angry, frustrated and loud. To be seen, to be loved and to be transformed. I have not done any energetic updates or writings in a long long linear time. Today, I… Continue reading The Fall of the Inner Patriarch
Ever wonder why “just being” or “I’m doing so much” does not shift things the way you want them to shift? Just being is the feminine (feeling). Preparing the ground. Being creative and gathering insights and ideas. But without the masculine of focus (thinking) and action (impulse of embodiment) nothing will ever shift. The fertile… Continue reading Inner Union: Training your energetic and physical Body
After I energetically died last week in the old world (3D/4D), it has been such an interesting experience. It is not simply a “Rebirth” happening – no – it is a Birth into a New World, a new dimension. Clean, blank, pure, light. It is different from just feeling the higher dimension energetically. So much… Continue reading Life after Death
This morning, I died. I woke up, and something felt very different. I was emptier than ever before. Incredibly tired. A feeling of grief. I could feel that this was the completion and end of something. I sat in the bathtub, I was looking at the foam, all these little soap bubbles, each of them… Continue reading Death of “Me”
There seems to be some common twist in universal truth. You are not here to transmute anything for anyone else. It is impossible. You are not a martyrer that needs to carry the responsibility for the whole collective. As long as you feel something from the collective field, there is something within your own field… Continue reading You first!
Wow eh? Who would have thought that it could get that intense, painful, and exhausing again. Didn’t we already go through all of that? The darkness, the heaviness, the not knowing who we are and why we are here? Yes – and… No. Yes, we did go through those dark nights of the soul. The… Continue reading Landing on New Earth
Neo: You helped me get here, but my question is why? Where does this go? Where does it end? The Oracle: I don’t know. Neo: You don’t know or you won’t tell me Oracle: I told you before. No one can see beyond a choice they don’t understand, and I mean no one. (The Matrix… Continue reading The choiceless “Choice”
„This is so unfair! I have invested so much. My time, my energy, all of my savings. To build this website. To give access to information for people who are looking for answers. To empower people. And now I sit here with a pile of debt. I am so done with this!“ That was my… Continue reading The Cage of Identity
It came in with a bang. A startling insight. The question of “Who am I” had been answered for me long ago. The further I moved into embodiment, I realized: The question now really is all around “What am I”? This might sound a bit strange to begin with. Why would I care about what… Continue reading Who am I… or much more… What am I?
We have gone through another round of coming closer to ourselves. Each time these waves happen, we can see a certain pattern in them. First, there are triggers, those situations and people that kick you into challenging your own truth. It is like a sparring for empowerment. Are we still busy with the outside reality… Continue reading The Power of US – Pioneering Heaven on Earth
We have all felt it. A cycle is ending. And a new beginning is here. We are entering the era of augmented co-creation. The times of doing it alone are over. And it is scary. Because all we have is trust in our intuition, without any clear knowing where it takes us. It also means… Continue reading Augmented Co-Creation
It is a common trap we find ourselves in, when we are going through our process of spiritual awakening. We are waiting for “the Event”. The challenges to go through all the pain and to “change the whole world” seem to be a mission impossible. How sweet would it be that something big happens, that… Continue reading The Event: What it really is…