Just because my intuition and consciousness are intact to receive and transmit information to come through me, that is relevant for us all in the ascension process, and just because I am living a life outside of what we would call the third dimension, does not mean that I’ve got it all figured out and that I am surfing on a constant love and bliss wave…..
Me too… I sometimes feel sad, angry, lonely and tired of this whole ascension thing
Me too… I sometimes lie on the bathroom floor in the child pose crying and just wanting to die
Me too… I sometimes just scream “I wanna get the fuck out of here, this is too much to take!”
Me too… I sometimes have weird cravings for meat, chocolate, milk shake, coke, M&Ms…
Me too… I sometimes ask my self why the fuck I signed up for this
Me too… I sometimes lose hope for humanity and the spiritual community, seeing it going in circles and judging, blaming, hating outside forces for the own experience
Me too… I sometimes feel like I am in my own Truman show, and everyone is laughing about me not knowing about it
Me too… I sometimes don’t know what to do with myself and feel restless and nervous
Me too… I sometimes think I will never be able to handle this whole process with grace
Me too… I sometimes fall out of trust and doubting it all, thinking I might have just gone insane
Me too… I sometimes wish I could just wake up and be back in the place I call home
Me too… I sometimes feel I cannot bear the pain any longer
Me too… I sometimes panic about not being able to survive and to sustain myself
Me too… I sometimes doubt that there will ever be a consistent partner in my life that I can share romance, adventure, playfulness, vulnerability and joy with
Me too… I sometimes ask myself if I am a Narcissist and am actually giving people wrong information and guidance without knowing it
Me too… I sometimes ask myself if I will ever understand it all and if it will ever make sense
Me too… I sometimes have a hard time to look into the energetic mirror when something triggers me
….. and… no matter what…. I handle it to the best of my abilities with compassion, gratitude, and awareness, trusting that deeper inner knowing that is still there when my earthly self freaks out…
Me too…. I see the potential in what is possible when we join our energies and start to co-create
Me too… I feel this enormous sense of gratitude for all these amazing people in my life and on this planet, going through the same experiences and ups and downs to make this shift happen
Me too… I so enjoy living and being in the moment, with myself or with others, playing, sensing, feeling the perfection of all that is
Me too… I love to dance to the universal rhythm of life, dropping into this flow and trusting it takes me to where I need to be
Me too… I love to talk about energies, the magic of the universe, the dynamics, the things that are changing
Me too… I love this immense sense of freedom and joy when I am fully connected to all that is
Me too… I love to sit and watch the stars, the sea, the trees, the flowers, the animals and learn from them about the perfection of the circle of life and about sacred geometry
Me too… I love being part of this crazy adventure and going through human evolution while being alive
Me too… I love to experience how we all find each other through amazing synchronicities and how we are preparing to create New Earth together
Me too… I love to have broken free from the old system to inspire people to do the same
Me too… I am proud of us and how we are handling all these human challenges together
Me too… I am grateful for the community that is forming and that first glimpses of how New Earth will be are already visible.
Me too… I love the magic that happens more and more and becomes a part of daily life
Me too… I love myself, I love us all, I love life, I love nature, I love the Universe
Me too… I recognize how we are all connected and how everyone and everything I meet and experience is a part of myself
…. And no matter what…. I know deep down inside, that everything is happening in sheer perfection.
So… no matter what you experience, think and feel…. Know there are many other people out there, experiencing just the same. They might not be visible, but they are always there and always connected. We are doing this together. Thank you all for your courage, your inner trust and drive to take the next step, and the next, and the next – together with us all, to create the world we all deserve.
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